hundred-eighth.

dear (k)you,

it's been a while. for both of us. a lot of things have changed, but funny enough, a lot of things haven't either. one of them being my self-proclaimed moronic claim over you. heh. anyway, 2 nights ago i watched this musical. it's supposed to be light and romantic. feel good if i say so myself. of course, only to someone as sad and pathetic as me would it have an opposite effect. there was this one song that totally pushed all the, i wouldn't say wrong, but all the right buttons to make me freaking depressed. add to the situation some things that happened about you, and voila! i had an alcohol induced night, with a 730am class the next day to boot. suffice to say i survived the next half day with a constant feeling of nausea.

anyway, here's the blasted song that managed to cripple me emotionally for a half day or so. i made a little adjustments. heh.

She turns around
And she meets his gaze
The lights are dim,
There’s a smoky haze
They share a smile
And a secret wave
It’s a moment built to save
They start to move
Across the floor
The room is frozen,
Wanting more
The happy couple on display
With nothing standing
In their way
It’s so romantic I could die
Right here and now
It’s gonna be that way for me
I know somehow
Someday when it’s me
I’ll know my love
Was meant to be
Not one single complication
Or cause for hesitation
Someday when the dream
Is coming true
All he’ll need is me
And all I’ll need is (k)you ^.^V
They stop and pose
For a photograph
He jokes around
Just to make her laugh
The room is full,
But they’re all alone
They have a language
All their own
And I’m so jealous I could cry
Cause yes I know
It might (or rather never?) be long
Before he says
We’re good to go
Someday when it’s me
I’ll know my love
Was meant to be
Not one single complication
Or cause for hesitation
Someday when the dream
Is coming true
All he’ll need is me
And all I’ll need is (k)you
I know not every marriage
Lasts when things go bad
I’ve seen the warning signs
I call them “Mom” and “Dad”
But soon he’ll take my hand
And pledge his love to me
Till then I’ll just get married vicariously
Someday when it’s me
I’ll know my love
Was meant to be
Not one single complication
Or cause for hesitation
Someday when the dream
Is coming true
All he’ll need is me
And all I’ll need is (k)you!