dear (k)you,
oh-ho. guess what? i'll be hibernating again for the next two weeks huhuhu. i have about 6 exams in a weeks time and i haven't even studied for one yet. better get started already.
in lighter news, 4 of the 5 exams i had got back and they were good. i actually have no qualms about any of them (well, maybe except one.) but on the average. they were pretty good (considering it's me who took them). i hope this winning streak would continue until the end of the semester. please oh please ok? work your magic. kekeke
Friday, July 23, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
ninety-third.
dear (k)you,
okay seriously. what is it with you guys and food and unrequited love? i'm watching this drama series and this guy (we'll call him guy a) is pulling on my emotional strings.
see this is the scenario: so guy a and girl have this complicated relationship but basically, like all the drama plots, guy a likes, no maybe loves, girl and girl feels a little for him, but is stupid enough to not acknowledge it. and so girl makes this home made meal for guy a and right when they're already eating it, guy b (who girl is actually pinning for) calls and asks girl to come out and play, and stupid girl leaves guy a and her almost untouched meal. and then we pan out to a slight montage of guy b and girl eating in a restaurant and guy a finishing his meal. and when guy a is about to clean up, seeing girl's untouched food, he sits down and eats it IN TEARS.
i mean what's up with that? why'd he have to eat it and make me cry? grr. and this is not even the first time i see this scene. i've seen it somewhere before too (tsk tsk mr. PD-nim why are you recycling scenes eh?) anyway. damn. makes me fall for a guy who would do that.
now i wonder, would you?
THIS IS SUCH A RANDOM ENTRY. my brain feels like it's scrambled or something. gosh.
okay seriously. what is it with you guys and food and unrequited love? i'm watching this drama series and this guy (we'll call him guy a) is pulling on my emotional strings.
see this is the scenario: so guy a and girl have this complicated relationship but basically, like all the drama plots, guy a likes, no maybe loves, girl and girl feels a little for him, but is stupid enough to not acknowledge it. and so girl makes this home made meal for guy a and right when they're already eating it, guy b (who girl is actually pinning for) calls and asks girl to come out and play, and stupid girl leaves guy a and her almost untouched meal. and then we pan out to a slight montage of guy b and girl eating in a restaurant and guy a finishing his meal. and when guy a is about to clean up, seeing girl's untouched food, he sits down and eats it IN TEARS.
i mean what's up with that? why'd he have to eat it and make me cry? grr. and this is not even the first time i see this scene. i've seen it somewhere before too (tsk tsk mr. PD-nim why are you recycling scenes eh?) anyway. damn. makes me fall for a guy who would do that.
now i wonder, would you?
THIS IS SUCH A RANDOM ENTRY. my brain feels like it's scrambled or something. gosh.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
ninety-second.
dear (k)you,
after weeks of hibernating, i finally went out with my friends with the lingering thought of meeting boys (i honestly dressed up and prepped myself to get noticed). it wasn't all disappointing. we did get stared at and a group of guys did have the courage to talk to us... if only they weren't AS YOUNG AS MY BROTHER! fuck.
and there were some of your country men. one was absofuckingley cute. but well, they were out with a group of girls. fuck. this night was disappointing.
i wish you were near me.
after weeks of hibernating, i finally went out with my friends with the lingering thought of meeting boys (i honestly dressed up and prepped myself to get noticed). it wasn't all disappointing. we did get stared at and a group of guys did have the courage to talk to us... if only they weren't AS YOUNG AS MY BROTHER! fuck.
and there were some of your country men. one was absofuckingley cute. but well, they were out with a group of girls. fuck. this night was disappointing.
i wish you were near me.
Friday, July 16, 2010
ninety-first.
dear (k)you,
i'm gonna start this sort of picture entr(ies) from now on. coz i think pictures say a thousand words. lol whut? kekeke anyway, before i start that, i wanna rant again. man i got the results of one of the dreaded tests. it was relatively okay. but i feel frustrated coz i could've gotten a higher grade, if i KNEW HOW THE TEACHER THINKS. i always get struck down by that! damn it. i could've gotten a real high score. but oh well, like last term, that subject has a way of disappointing me in several different levels. but i'm still glad i was able to pass that exam, with a possibility of getting exempted, but i doubt. anyway, at least it's a very comfortable spot. i won't fail. i declare.
anyway. moving on to the picture of the day: THIS. says a lot, (i think), of what i want to say to you.
i'm gonna start this sort of picture entr(ies) from now on. coz i think pictures say a thousand words. lol whut? kekeke anyway, before i start that, i wanna rant again. man i got the results of one of the dreaded tests. it was relatively okay. but i feel frustrated coz i could've gotten a higher grade, if i KNEW HOW THE TEACHER THINKS. i always get struck down by that! damn it. i could've gotten a real high score. but oh well, like last term, that subject has a way of disappointing me in several different levels. but i'm still glad i was able to pass that exam, with a possibility of getting exempted, but i doubt. anyway, at least it's a very comfortable spot. i won't fail. i declare.
anyway. moving on to the picture of the day: THIS. says a lot, (i think), of what i want to say to you.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
nintieth.
dear (k)you,
i am gonna let another tidbit of you slip. some 3 years ago, you got into an accident. and you almost died. thank you for not. coz if you did die then, i would have never known you. so many things about me wouldn't have happened or would be different if you died that day. so thank you.
oh and funny, i recalled what i was doing then, and that was the one and only time i kinda "cheated" my then boyfriend. no connection whatsoever. it was just funny.
anyway. thank you again. oh, and your older brothers are so sweet. i could love you all to the heavens and back (you more than them. kekeke)
OAO, thanks. <3 i owe you.
i am gonna let another tidbit of you slip. some 3 years ago, you got into an accident. and you almost died. thank you for not. coz if you did die then, i would have never known you. so many things about me wouldn't have happened or would be different if you died that day. so thank you.
oh and funny, i recalled what i was doing then, and that was the one and only time i kinda "cheated" my then boyfriend. no connection whatsoever. it was just funny.
anyway. thank you again. oh, and your older brothers are so sweet. i could love you all to the heavens and back (you more than them. kekeke)
OAO, thanks. <3 i owe you.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
eighty-ninth.
dear (k)you,
can you believe that i actually pushed through with my hibernation? i mean, i really went through with it, and i didn't touch the computer for a whole week! (internet i mean). i guess i'm overly focused now? i am so scared of failing, coz failing would keep me 1 more year away from the possibility of you. and i don't want that. a lot can happen in a year, so the faster i get on that road, the better. it's like this quote i read, "always think that there's a cute guy at the end of the tunnel". well, i always think that there's YOU at the end of the tunnel, and i when i do, i want to run as fast as i can towards the end. but of course, i have to get through these hurdles. and man. the past week or so was one of the rather bad ones. i literally studied the whole week. i always had study materials in my hands, reading and memorizing my ass off. only to do bad on 2 of the 5 exams i had. shit. but anyway, whatever these hardships, they'll eventually just pass. and pass they did. although i have to admit, it was one of the longest weeks ever.
in other news, i found the cutest thing circulating in the internet that concerns you. ahh. really. how can you make my heart beat fast, slow and irregularly at the same time huh?
damn. i wanna marry you.
can you believe that i actually pushed through with my hibernation? i mean, i really went through with it, and i didn't touch the computer for a whole week! (internet i mean). i guess i'm overly focused now? i am so scared of failing, coz failing would keep me 1 more year away from the possibility of you. and i don't want that. a lot can happen in a year, so the faster i get on that road, the better. it's like this quote i read, "always think that there's a cute guy at the end of the tunnel". well, i always think that there's YOU at the end of the tunnel, and i when i do, i want to run as fast as i can towards the end. but of course, i have to get through these hurdles. and man. the past week or so was one of the rather bad ones. i literally studied the whole week. i always had study materials in my hands, reading and memorizing my ass off. only to do bad on 2 of the 5 exams i had. shit. but anyway, whatever these hardships, they'll eventually just pass. and pass they did. although i have to admit, it was one of the longest weeks ever.
in other news, i found the cutest thing circulating in the internet that concerns you. ahh. really. how can you make my heart beat fast, slow and irregularly at the same time huh?
damn. i wanna marry you.
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