hundred-fourth.

dear (k)you,

okay. 4 days to go, and officially i've totally lost any want of life. i'm serious, OAO, You sold me out. but whatever, like i said, i've totally lost any hold on anything. I JUST DON'T CARE ANYMORE.

who am i kidding, of course, deep down, i still kinda care. after all, this world is founded on stuff like this. (stuff like what? you might be asking. frankly, i'm not too sure) anyway.

remember 15ish days ago, i was ranting about messing up this exam, well, i totally messed it up already. as in totally. i'm taking a removal exam for it the next semester, and if i don't make it still then, i will be having my first ever failed subject. EVER. IN MY LIFE. and it's really very sucky for me i swear. ugh. don't care. and it doesn't help that the next 4 days, i have more exams coming. one i feel all too bitter about. another, I HAVE TO PASS. NO MATTER WHAT. and i don't know what to do anymore. i swear.

and to cap it all off, stupid weather isn't being cooperative too. there's supposed to be a super typhoon plaguing this sorry excuse of a country of mine. and while i know it'd mean tragedy to most of the people here in the metro. i am actually so peeved that it's off my several kilometers. all i want is a sorry excuse to forgo this fucking week. i've honestly never been this stressed in my life. and i know i'm not one to talk about stress at all, given that i am a student, and there are a million things to be stressed over, but what can i do? i prolly just have a low tolerance for life. and how i wish life would just decide to be bored with itself and do something. ANYTHING. or i don't know. would be a good time for a meteor to fall or something. hit the earth.

on the bright side (actually i don't know if this is really bright), i guess your coming back here. kekeke. i'll get to see you again. hopefully. maybe this time, you'll see me? heh. i doubt.

OAO was never one to answer my pleas anyway.