Monday, March 14, 2011

hundred-forty first.

dear (k)you,

oh dear. i swear i really should be studying. but my attention span with this subject is less than a fly, so goodluck with tomorrow's exam. i'd have you to be my lucky charm anyway, so please please.

anyway, on a more serious note, things are going haywire right now in the world right? i don't know if i'm gonna be pissed that it seems like it's the end of the world cuz 1) we still haven't met; 2) you still need to fall madly in love with me (heh) and 3) i'm actually crossing my fingers that this would be true. on the other side of the scale tho, i want to end all of this already. i know, i know selfish of me, why don't i just kill myself? but the thing is, i AM selfish. i don't want to be the ONLY one who dies. i mean, in my family at least.

OH MY GOD I AM SUCH AN EVIL TWISTED DEMENTED PERSON. I DO NOT DESERVE ANYTHING.

but anyway, i should get back to the beauty blog i was reading, so i can at least hurry and start reading the stupid study materials.

why do i even bother?? as my classmate said, "i've read em, but I DON'T KNOW SHIT."

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