two hundred-sixty fifth.

dear (k)you,

so. i sincerely hope that i am over reacting right now. and that i am being paranoid like hell. but see, it's my friend's birthday today. and we have this group chat thing where some of us greeted her. and she said thank you to every single one... except me.

okay sure. there might be a myriad of reasons why she didn't that doesn't involve her hating on me. but see, we also have this friend we have, who we kinda have a falling out with. and we usually do that to her. i mean, not react to things that she says on the group chat. and i think i'm so paranoid of being like her.

i mean, i cannot for the life of me think of any reason why the hell i'd be treated like our grandma friend. since the last time we saw each other was about a few weeks ago, and we parted ways really good.

so i don't know. i think my messages just don't appear on her phone? a similar thing happened too. ugh. 

this is so frustrating.

add to the fact that i did something stupid on the game i was playing. and the show i'm watching is being a bith and doesn't want to download properly. and the thought of the foreigner is bugging my LIKE HELL.

ugh. 

frustrating.