Friday, June 6, 2014

two hundred-seventy fourth.

dear (k)you,

just when i think i've hit rock bottom, universe decides to say "oh, no that's not rock bottom, this is." BAM!

i mean really? really? how many times do i have to try and put myself out there and get clobbered before i either give up or catch a break?

because i don't want to give up. really. i don't. but i don't wanna keep doing this. it's hard.

it's sad.

i know i should just get up and move on from all this. not expect too much from that douchebag. but the thing is, i want to. i want him to surprise me one more time and be all like, no, i'm not what you think. 

but i guess not. he's exactly what i think.

well played douchebag. well played.

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