forty-second.

dear (k)you,

remember that exam i was dreading? sigh. yup, i got unbelievably low marks on that one. not like i expected to pass (actually i did, but that would've been a total miracle). anyway, so i got 50% on that exam. and now, my standing is still failing. i need to get a 65 on tomorrow's exam just to pass. and i'm getting so frustrated already. i've been studying and studying, but i still feel that i won't be enough, just because it's the WORST subject ever. by worst i don't mean it's not necessary, but it's just the way they make the freaking exam. it's just not designed to make you pass. ugh. or maybe i was just too lazy to study the last exam. i don't know. i don't care. yesterday was the peak of my frustration and i really wanted to throw something. anything. ugh. please make a miracle okay? help me tomorrow. be with me in spirit. kekeke. but don't die! kekeke. you know what i mean. imma go back to studying now.

PANIC.