Tuesday, February 15, 2011

hundred-thirtieth.

dear (k)you,

so i did something, actually i had it a long time ago, but i never really used it -- until now. i really don't know what possessed me to use it, but well... anyway, it's something you can see. i doubt you'll be able to see me, but well, it's there. just like that thing i did way way back (this is getting hard don't you think?) anyway, i cried again yesterday. i guess it's because i realized how pathetic i am already. i mean really? you and me? not in a million years. but a big part of the reason i cried is because, out of my freaking busy schedule, the schedule that forced me into a half-zombie lifestyle is going to give me a free weekend on... wait for it...

THE SAME WEEKEND THAT YOU'RE HERE. and you know the best part of it all:

I WON'T GET TO SEE YOU! i will be holed up here in my house, DOING NOTHING (cuz school just had to mess with me like that). i almost wish i had an exam coming up the week after, just so i can have a measly excuse for not being near you.

this sucks. anyway. i'm determined though to get pass this. i am so going to be where you are, one way or another. and you're gonna go dramacrazy on me.

whoops. that was the bitter loneliness talking. heh.

happy valentines <3

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