hundred-fifty first.

dear (k)you,

just because i have no one else to rant to... you have to do. there's nothing really up... i'm just feeling MIGHTY pissed at some people. i mean? really? WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THEM TRYING TO EXCLUDE ME??? i mean technically, they're not really excluding me, it just happens that way, BUT FUUUCK? the least they can do is reply right? FUCK this is exactly why i want to pack my bags and get on the next plane out of this hell hole!

i am just so sick and tired of trying to please people that don't matter! i mean really, they don't matter! i'm hating myself right now. i wanna drink right now, but i have no means to. i wanna drown my woes, but sadly, i'm reduced to drinking left over alcohol and pathetic juice. why can't i just run away? i need a reason to run away OAO. why can't you give me one?

i know why... i'll regret it later right? not getting that damned diploma will make me regret everything. even if i do not do what i spent FUCKING YEARS IN FUCKING COLLEGE FOR i'm gonna regret it. but thing is... can't they be at least nice to me?

i'm trying my best to be nice to them anyway, so why can't they? MEAN FUCKING SONS (okay daughters) OF BITCHES! okay so maybe that's waaay off line.

i wish THEY graduate already. and leave me be. no. i wish I GRADUATE ALREADY and then i can leave THEM FOREVER! hmph.

it's true when they say your true friends are found in high school. cuz college? ONLY HERE DOES COLLEGE SUUCK!