two hundred-first.

dear (k)you,

hi. it's been quite a while now right? well. it's raining, nothing better to do than mope.

anyway, several things have happened. for one, the olympics has started. it was great yknow. very dramatic, if you know what i mean. ha. course you do, you've seen it. you've hosted the olympics. anyway, i just keep watching that torch lighting from 20 years ago. it's just dramatic. my kind of thing.

second thing, and prolly the more important one. i'm sad. i don't understand why i even keep hurting myself. why i even keep thinking of him. he wasn't even that great. he was just there. and, sadly, i saw something. i thought i saw something good.

i guess i was wrong.

again.

that's why i miss you. you never let me down.