two hundred-fifth.

dear (k)you,

i think i'm about to get screwed up. i know it's not right, and it's puuure evil, but i really hope something BIG will happen in my life. so big that i will have no choice but to stop whatever it is i am doing right now (coughschoolcough) and pick up from there. i mean, if wwIII suddenly starts, i doubt if they will ever let us go back there in that hell hole right? or if this super country decides to use my country as war ground. i mean, this place isn't really something worth saving. it's really not going anywhere but down anyway. but yeah. it'd be great if something like that happens and i'll be shipped off to some other country. a change of scenery would be most welcome. 

but alas, i don't think it'll ever happen anytime soon. i'll just have to suck it up. i really do wish i have that remote thing from that movie. if i could just fast forward to that event. just that one fast forward will do. or i could just close my eyes and when i open them... i'm already there. but whatever. it's only a few more months. i'll get there. i've already gone through 3 years, what's a few more months eh?

but just in case OAO is listening. please burn the school! they'll probably have no choice then. fucking asspricks.