two hundred-fourth.

dear (k)you,

tonight, after a very very very long time, i wonder how you are. seriously, i haven't thought about you for the longest time since i started this thing. really. the only time i remember you is when i type "(k)you", but after i press the publish button, i honestly forget about you.

a majority of it is because of school. majority. but the remaining would be because of me. i think, and i don't know if i ever said this before or not, but i think i'm starting to get over you. and i don't like the feeling. 

cuz honestly, i feel alone. more alone than normal that is.

without you, it's like i put a nail on it. i made it "official", that i AM alone.

and it's lonely. i don't like it.

and least with you, i had something imaginary. but now, imagination doesn't even cut it anymore.

reality has finally caught up.

piss off.

ps: i read the post again, and i did NOT make sense. pfft.