two hundred-fourteenth.

dear (k)you,

THIS. this will be the last time. and i mean it. i realized the last time, when i said i didn't think of him, it was because it was the weekend, and i didn't see him at all. so come weekday, BOOM! but anyway, we're going in to vacation, so i won't see him anymore - give or take for the next 2 weeks.

anyway. it's always one step forward and two steps back with him.

and it breaks my heart.

i really need to have you back in my life now. you were the only constant thing i had in my life. who'd have thought i'd come running to you when things got crazy? 

not me.