Thursday, December 20, 2012

two hundred-twenty seventh.

dear (k)you,

i'm sure you've prolly heard about this stupid end of the world nonsense. well, it's about to happen tomorrow... and i'm kind of hoping it does.

sick. i know.

anyway. i'm still not over my hump with the little boy. it's just that. i saw something nice about him. and thinking about it makes me smile. i know how much of a bad person he is for me. but i keep thinking, if maybe he gives me a chance, he could actually like me.

fuck. who am i kidding. NO. i am not going to waste my time on him again. i will put myself out there (for real this time). no more chasing stupid dreams. 

no more expecting.

and on that note. i do not want the world to end tomorrow and i expect it to NOT END. #winkwink

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