fifty-ninth.

dear (k)you,

so, how long has it been? kekeke. 4 days? and here i am acting like it's been 4 years. that's how much you get me messed up. so anyway. i'm starting to eat already. 3, albeit small, meals a day, but 3 nonetheless :) yeah, coz i promised myself, i'd stop this anorexic shit when you leave. but i don't know. i'm feeling a little rebellious lately, (YES I AM TALKING TO YOU OAO AND DADDY-O), i think i might revert back to it, until you know, something extraordinary happens (i am hoping against hope that it's got something to do about you and me getting together and not me collapsing in the middle of whatever).

so there. i'm still thinking about it though. i'll let you know tomorrow if i push through with this ;p coz yeah, i am so good at making freaking excuses already - especially for you.