dear (k)you,
hi. it's been a long time. guess what? i'm overseas right now. it's been quite tiring lately, but more of psychological tiredness. i'm having a hard time. see, right now, i'm living with one relation. and honestly, it's driving me crazy. said relation is hovering over me and my brother for the past 5 days and it's not even funny anymore. not that it's bad, i mean, overseas relations do that right? but it's just that...
i'm selective homophobic. i mean. i'm scared of lesbians. but only if they're very extreme already. and see, said relation is one. so i was having jetlag and having a hard time sleeping. and i don't think she knew i was still awake and i heard her talking to her girlfriend -- in a very disturbing-for-a-homophobic-way. so i don't know how i can even be 2 meters close to her -- and we live in a damn small apartment! grr. this is so hard. so there. it's quite a relief that she has to work on weekdays, leaving me home with my brother. and this weekend, my mother is coming, so there are more people. so it'll get better.
come on, tell me it'll get better. anyway. i just realized, i'm farther from you right now. huh. sad but true. anyway. check back at you ^^
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