hundred-sixteenth.

dear (k)you,

to quote a friend's status: "he seems so in love while i'm here"

to quote what my wasted heart understood from it: "(k)you seem so in love, while i'm here"

it's different really, trust me.

don't do this to me okay? i just realized that one of the reasons i refrain from seeking any news about you is not because it's my sorry ass excuse to try and get over you (like what i've been telling myself over and over like a broken record), but it's because i'm afraid to know the inevitable...

that you're in love... yes... while i'm here.

because DUH! that most definitely isn't me. pfffft.

and what sucks, i found out that one of your brothers might have a girlfriend already. not the brother who's getting married, but a different one. sad. i like that one too. heh. not as much as you, but well, you get the picture.

so there. yeah, happy new year to me. oh why do you look so in love bb? (oops. i called you that. heh.)