hundred-twenty second.

dear (k)you,

i can honestly say i have never been this stressed in my entire life. i swear. it's not an exaggeration. in about 2 days i guess, i will be taking the exam FOR MY LIFE. it's the do or die exam. really, one of the reasons i TRY to do my best is so that i won't have to get to this point. but as it life would have it, i am here now. i am really at that point where i can't even eat properly. no kidding, i literally space out in the middle of conversations. i know i should relax and not think about it, but mehn. i have stressed over this subject for more than 5 months already, and now it has finally reached the end point.

I. WILL. FINALLY. PASS. THIS. TEST.

i swear on my life that i HAVE to pass this test. like what the theme song of my life says:

and i'm doing just fine
i'm always landing on my feet
in the nic of time
and by the skin of my teeth
i ain't gonna stress
cause the worst ain't happened yet
something's watching over me
like sweet serendipity

and of course, i have you, my lucky charm.