seventy-second.

dear (k)you,

so. it's been a long time. i just found out some thing(s) a few days ago. first, looks like i might be seeing you earlier than i expected. maybe in a year? kind of surreal since i remember making that deal with OAO, about seeing you in a year. heh.

second, someone you know might be coming here too. someone that i also had possessive, albeit a minimal amount, feeling for. heh. but i'm pretty sure i won't see him. not the way i did with you that is.

so anyway, my own personal hell will start in 7 days. i'm not looking forward to it, but well, be it as it may, at least it'll take me closer to seeing you again, and, ultimately, it'll take me closer to leaving this wasteland already.

although i have some inhibitions about it now, but well, i don't know. only time will tell.