sixty-sixth.

dear (k)you,

something weird happened to me again. i mean, not that i'm special that way, but because i tend to pick out these weird things. or maybe my life is one big bore that things like these fascinate me. i don't know. anyway. since i'm awed by these things, i'll tell you.

see where i come from, we have this superstition that if you dream of yourself losing a tooth, someone you know will die. i never really paid attention to that, but 2 years ago, i dreamt of losing my tooth. get this, a few days after... well my dad died. okay, okay. might be a coincidence. then 3 or 4 months after, damned dream happened again. and then guess what... a close family friend died. okay, okay. might be a coincidence again... well if only it didn't happen 2 more times. grr. i'm not saying i'm this omnipotent weirdo that can see people die. coz there have been deaths (in the last 2 years almost 10 people i know died), when i didn't dream of it. but the thing is, when i dream of tooth-losing thing, someone dies. it's... scary. well anyway. it hasn't happened again so i hope it won't.

now the next weird thing. this vacation i am in, well, we got it on a trip pass. meaning we are chance passengers. so we go to the airport, if there are free seats, we get on. if there are none, we go home. story of our lives. so anyway, i was due to leave one sunday, but we didn't get on. so tue night, i dreamt that we already got on, we were in the carriage carousel getting our bags. wed night, we're off. okay, okay. might be a coincidence. then, my sister and mom were due to come last sunday, but they didn't get any seats. 2 nights ago, i think i was dreaming when i heard someone say that they go on the plane. and voila! in a few hours, i'll be picking them up from the airport.

see i wouldn't have found these things weird if my stone head of a brother didn't say

"wow. you're good. your dreams actually come true."

wtf? now i think about all my other dreams, if there are dreams concerning you. and well... gulp. there was one. and i don't want that dream.

so anyway. must. dream. good. dreams. about. you.