sixty-seventh.

dear (k)you,

you know what? i think i wanna tell you some things about myself. lol. i just read this survey-type blog. people listing some 25 random facts about themselves. so maybe i wanna do it to. you know, just so you know what kind of person has this creepy-stalkerish-moronic-fangirl claim over you. so yeah.

1. i am slightly superstitious. i mean, some superstitions i don't really mind, but some i stick to them. especially those that pertain to love.

2. i am selective homophobic. i do not mind those people per se. but they should not, under any circumstances, include me in their business. i'm very supportive of how they want to live their lives, but they should leave me out of it. i am straighter than a ruler.

3. i like to cook. for someone who's being anorexic. pretty ironic.

4. sometimes i like to do things alone. yes. i'm not being anti-social here, but sometimes i like the idea of doing things alone, like this independent woman in an unknown country.

5. i fangirl. you should know. i like k-pop, j-pop, asian fashion, asian actors (yes, please note that i like actors only. hahaha.) oh and btw, asia in this sense roughly consists of korea, japan and to some extent, taiwan only.

6. i loooove asian food. now this, consists of ALL asia. especially noodles. i can eat noodles forever.

7. i make excuses. yes, you are exhibit A for this one. you can do anything, and it cannot be wrong in my eyes. you can do something so blantantly against my principles, my heart, and still i can make up an excuse for you.

8. i am very weight conscious. yes, you know this too. but know this, i didn't only start to be like this because of you. no. i mean, try living with a mother that weighs less than you do. i just don't like being the largest in the family. so there.

9. i don't like it when people hover. especially those shopping attendants that follow you when you're looking around, making off-comments, pressuring you to buy. i mean, really! doing that makes me not want to buy just to spite them.

10. i love my family and friends. yes, i am very filial.

11. i believe childish concepts like fate, serendipity, destiny and all the other names for it. i just want to have this excuse for all the bad things that happen to me. (i just want to have an excuse for me to continue hoping and believing that someday... you and me....)

12. i am very unpatriotic. i plan to ditch my country the moment i get that diploma.

13. when it comes to choosing boys, i swing for the fence. lol. yeah, just look at yourself and you'll know what i mean.

14. i like to travel. i guess this is connected to me being so unpatriotic. i always want to leave this sorry place we call "country". okay i'm sorry i'm speaking this way. i know you are very nationalistic, and me talking about my country this way, i don't want you to think of me that way, but cut me some slack okay? you're there. i'm here.

15. i don't like waiting. but well, for certain things, like trains that might never come, i become crazy and just wait.

i'm going to stop at 15 first. i'm getting tired already. and this is pretty long already.

goodnight!