eighty-sixth.

dear (k)you,

well, it's that time of the year again. this is my last weekend before i jump in into all the exams. i wonder though why i'm not that panicky. maybe coz i still have a few days. but i don't know, considering i have 3 exams in just one week and i haven't even started memorizing like crazy. but well, i'll get to that. maybe tomorrow. what i'm really, really scared of is laboratory work. i cannot - under any circumstance - afford to lag behind lab work, actually, i have to be good at it coz we have practical exams at the end of term and i am pretty sure, i might suck at it. ugh. why must i have suckass hand and eye coordination? how do i expect to become a professional with this kind of shit? i guess i have to focus real hard.

and believe me, you are still a very good motivation, even though you decided to kinda disappear from the radar. honestly, where are you these days? i don't even know. it's like you just evaporated when everyone was giving you all that attention. well, can't say i don't kinda like it - i mean, at least it's less stressful for you. but i wish i knew what you were up to. but then again, who am i anyway?