fifteenth.

dear (k)you,

i was talking with my friend a while a ago and i realized that i quite neglected you for the past few days. i'm trying to think back as to why and i think i was too caught up with some things. but do know this of course, i still think of you. but there hasn't been anything new lately. at least not about you.

you know about guy 2 already right? let me just clear this out, for you and for me, i do not like him like that. it's just that, it's nearing valentine's day already, and the world is slowly turning red, with ocuples doing stupid things to each other. kinda makes me bitter. kinda makes me wish for something to happen. YOU aren't going to happen to me. it would take one helluva miracle for you to magically profess you love in front of me in time for valentine's. so my useless wandering mind kinda falls onto guy 2, who conveniently is literally in front of me. but i kinda realize that i do not think of him as him. i think of him as you, but in his shoes. does that make sense? okay rephrase. i kinda imagine you being in his shoes. close to me. talking to me. teasing me sometimes. laughing with me. yep. when all is said and done, it's still all about you. i still think of you.

and it's so convenient that i also have an exam coming up. i'm dead. T_T