twenty-fourth.

dear (k)you,

people say that we should always be thankful for what is given to us. that we should know that what is given to us is what we deserve, or only what we can handle. in short, we shouldn't be greedy. but really, how can that be? with you, i only want to be greedy. i know things, especially right now, are going unbelieveably great. never in my life would i have imagined i could have something as cool as what i have in my dresser drawer. and i honestly think we hit a gold mine, or we really did something right to have this. but i still want more. from the very start, i have wanted something so impossible to happen (well, technically, it isn't impossible, with OAO, it can happen, it's just very very very, did i mention very?, hard to conceive). anyway, like i said, very unlikely to happen. and here i am now, i've gotten to "very unlikely" already, meaning there are only 3 "verys" left. and while i know that this is enough for me, i'm not really the nicest person in the world. and i have nothing particularly outstanding to my name. i still want more. when it comes to you, i just want to have it. nothing less. you are just that to me.

so yeah, to put it in perspective, you probably see me as a tiny spark, but i see you as the sun.