twenty-seventh.

dear (k)you,

you are driving me crazy! i have no school today. which means, i'm pretty much reduced to doing nothing. and sadly, that involves pretty much you inside my head! GRRRR. for the first time, i really feel... bothered... at the thought of you. i dunno why. i heard this morning that a friend (i'm not really sure if you guys are friends, but i assume yes) of you is here. and now i have this HUGE urge to go out of the house and look for him. yeah, aimlessly look for him even if i know i won't see him. maybe it's coz i feel like, by looking for him, by seeing him, it'd be like seeing you too. which is BULL coz you and him are really different. and yes coz HE IS NOT EVEN IN THE SAME CITY AS I AM. errrr. i am getting really frustrated right now! you guys are driving me crazy. i cannot even imagine what i would be doing when you finally come. i'd be a complete nutcase by that time.

and you know what's really funny? i sneer at stalkers, but i fail to recognize i am one step short of being one. maybe even more, coz i have this self-proclaimed, moronic, girlish claim over you. and honestly, it does scare ME. i cannot imagine what it'd do to you.