dear (k)you,
see, that (this) is precisely the reason why i do not look out for news about you! okay, so i have this new juvenile crush on someone, so stalker me decided to see if he has a girlfriend. he doesn't (if you must know), but i learned that he likes to look at girls' faces and he wants them to be pretty, so that pretty much ruins my chances with him. oh and that he's had 2 girlfriends. lucky bitches.
anyway, since i got my answer to that question, my scumbag brain thought 'hey, i wonder if HE has a girlfriend' and i try to stalk it out with my limited resources. i was doing all of this, if i may add, while sweating profusely and my heart doing irregular beats.
so yeah, this is why i do not like looking out for news about you. because i get so tensed up. cuz, if you do have a girlfriend, that's the end of it. i will no longer have an excuse. of course, it's just a girlfriend, but still, i'm not that kind of girl. i usually back off when there is someone. no matter how unserious or undeserving the girl may be or how much i am head over heels the guy, i just back off.
thank God you don't have a girlfriend. you had one (or two) before, but well, what i'm concerned of is the present. and right now, nil.
and please keep it that way for another 5 years or so, just until i make my way to where you are.
and just because, to my other crush, please do the same. cuz honestly, right now, you 2 are the only people i would do ANYTHING for.
and when i say ANYTHING, i mean ANYTHING.
God i am so crazy. i should be locked up or something.
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