hundred-seventy ninth.

dear (k)you,

THIS.

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/maybe-in-another-universe-i-deserve-you/

this is just something that kind of sums up you and me, kind of. i wish i could write something as beautiful as this. but well, with so much junk in my head, i don't think it could be possible. 

but anyway, say you did read the article, what if ne? what if there really was  a multi-universe out there, and there was at least one universe where we actually stood a chance with each other? what all those scenarios in my head aren't all imaginations, but a subconscious connection to my other multiverse selves and i just happen to be in one of those universes that do not end up with you? what if say, we really could be together?

i guess if i could know for certain, that there was at least one "me" that could be living happily with one of "you", i guess i'd be happy. very happy.

maybe there is a universe where i don't dream of running away to where you are. maybe there is a universe where you want to be with me, instead of me wanting you. maybe there is a universe where you could have loved me forever. and maybe in that universe, i let you.